11 painful things

1. bringing back the feeling you've  learned to forget
2. reminiscing the good times
3. trying to hide what you really feel
4. loving someone who loves another
5. having a commitment with someone you know would not last
6. shielding your heart to love somebody
7. loving a person too much
8. right love at the wrong time
9. taking risk to fall in love again
10. accepting that it was never meant to be
11. "what ifs"

I am Me...

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

....

People change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
...and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together

Sesekali

sesekali jadilah kawan yang mendengar
dari yang hanya bercerita
ambillah masa untuk memahami hati
dan perasaan kawan
kerana dia juga seorang manusia
dia juga ada rasa takut, 
ada rasa bimbang, sedih dan kecewa
dia juga ada kelemahan dan
dia juga perlukan kawan sebagai kekuatan
jadilah kita kawannya itu
kita selalu melihat dia ketawa
tapi mungkin sebenarnya
dia tidak setabah yang kita sangka
disebalik senyumannya itu
mungkin banyak cerita sedih
yang ingin diluahkan
disebalik ketenangannya
mungkin tersimpan
seribu kekalutan
kita tidak tahu...
tetapi jika kita cuba
jadi sahabat seperti dia
mungkin kita akan tahu..

Love...

if you love and miss that person
then love can come again when you meet again
just like playing hide and seek...
no matter where it hides or even if you can't see it
it must be waiting at some place for you
amid the countless chaos...
just like the sincere prayers of love
the people in love will surely meet again...